. She then added that Anya was throwing a party tonight and I was invited. I should have smelled something fishy but i happily agreed. I got ready by 7.00 with a loose shirt and low waist jeans, gelled up hair and a big wrist watch. i rode my scooty up to her home and went inside with delight. I had always let sushant know my plans but today I forgot to tell even him . I went up the lit to Anya’s home on the 4th floor. I whistled up to her door and rang the bell . Radhika auntie had opened the door and she held Anya’s phone in her hand. “ I have got ur number and message saved “ she said in a strict tone. “ what “ I asked and felt the alarm on my face. “yes,and now I will talk to ur mother and the principal..i willnot leave u so easily..i am strict in all thesematters.” I felt my eyes getting heavy and then came a 30- minute round of begging and pleading. She finally agreed to not tell anyone nd let me go.. “ beta , this is not ur age..get good marks study hard make ur career “ she said , which remindedme how Anya used to tell me to study hard everytime . “then think about all this. Notnow beta..i will be heappiest if u get good marks..u are like my son.” And this was the irst time I elt she was like a mother..and she was correct.
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The next few weeks were havoc..Anya ignored me as far as possible and when talking to me rarely paid attention. I used to cry at nights like devdasand drink lots of coke as beer was out of reach. Whenever I asked Anya about what hapenedand whether se was breaking up sheused to say that she would tell me later causing me more pain and distress.
It was a day before the Christmas break that I confronted and cornered her. I enquired her everything.” I will call u rehan..i will call u..i promise and Ill tell u everything then..” she said , wished me a Christmas and a new year to which I asked why so early as we had to talk over the phone like she promised. “I dntknow whether before Christmas or after “ she said and hurriedly left , left me , unanswerable. I didn’t sleepall of those days waiting or her call. And at Christmas eve evening I msged her a merry Christmas. Actually in a formal way to which I got a reply. I jumped in delight later to see the msg was :
“Xmas ke din joote khaoge..?? aage se mssg mat karna.”i could have sweared she hadnt sent it. All these short forms were either Radhika aunty or her watch dog brother Brijesh. I was really sick of waiting for the call when on 31st night I got her called.Anya..Tell me what happened..All well na..Are u breaking up..??
No Rehan m not breaking up..i still like u a lot..
thank god angel I was so tensed..
Hmmm..i know…What I wanted to tell u was that a lot has been going on since we were caught.mum and dad are checking each bit of paper the can lay their hands on and Birjesh is on a constant watch.
Yes Anya ..So what..?? the point..??
I would have loved to continue Rehan but ----I cut her off..Any other option..
rehan no..theres none..i still like u but I prmised my mum that I would become her old Anya and neverlie to her again. Please rehan understand..
I undertand..I didn’t actually..how could she breakup so easily..i tried to console but useless it was..Promise me rehan if u get another ofer ( for gf ) u will accept it..
What..?? What do uthink..all I did..all u suffered wasfor nothing..?? I will not let any moment go waste..
What..rehan what are u saying..
U keep ur promise..i’ll keep mine..
What promise..??
I promised a girl that iwould never leaveher and always abide by her..and I will..i am sure I am yours but I dnt know about u..?? But I will wait forever Anya..
Ok fine..I have to go ..Bye..For a moment I thought she was crying but theni realized ..the wetness the teary feeling was my own..tears and crwled out of my eyes. I love you my angel..Good night.But all I could hear was the sound of the ring.
I was heartbroken..and I didn’t know what crossed my mind and I got up and took out my textbook “M.L Khanna Mathematics”..i now did something I hadnotdone the whole year..i started studying..F*ck u M.L Khanna..
That is why I am what I am today..A student..A sincere student..
“Xmas ke din joote khaoge..?? aage se mssg mat karna.”i could have sweared she hadnt sent it. All these short forms were either Radhika aunty or her watch dog brother Brijesh. I was really sick of waiting for the call when on 31st night I got her called.Anya..Tell me what happened..All well na..Are u breaking up..??
No Rehan m not breaking up..i still like u a lot..
thank god angel I was so tensed..
Hmmm..i know…What I wanted to tell u was that a lot has been going on since we were caught.mum and dad are checking each bit of paper the can lay their hands on and Birjesh is on a constant watch.
Yes Anya ..So what..?? the point..??
I would have loved to continue Rehan but ----I cut her off..Any other option..
rehan no..theres none..i still like u but I prmised my mum that I would become her old Anya and neverlie to her again. Please rehan understand..
I undertand..I didn’t actually..how could she breakup so easily..i tried to console but useless it was..Promise me rehan if u get another ofer ( for gf ) u will accept it..
What..?? What do uthink..all I did..all u suffered wasfor nothing..?? I will not let any moment go waste..
What..rehan what are u saying..
U keep ur promise..i’ll keep mine..
What promise..??
I promised a girl that iwould never leaveher and always abide by her..and I will..i am sure I am yours but I dnt know about u..?? But I will wait forever Anya..
Ok fine..I have to go ..Bye..For a moment I thought she was crying but theni realized ..the wetness the teary feeling was my own..tears and crwled out of my eyes. I love you my angel..Good night.But all I could hear was the sound of the ring.
I was heartbroken..and I didn’t know what crossed my mind and I got up and took out my textbook “M.L Khanna Mathematics”..i now did something I hadnotdone the whole year..i started studying..F*ck u M.L Khanna..
That is why I am what I am today..A student..A sincere student..
Two months later..
3 months later..on the 11th of march..i got a phone call..i was busy studying as usual when I got the call. “Hello” spoke the loveliest voice I had ever heard..”hello” I replied with no drastic change on my voice. “Rehan..forgive me rehan..please forgive me..” “what” “Rehan..dont tell me you have got a gf now..or u like someone please rehan please..” I could hear the teary voice..this time surely hers. “ No..I dnt have a gf..” “ u kept waiting.Oh you kept waiting” I felt her smiling..i kept silent..” Rehan..I love you..” “ I love u too “ She elt joy..”Ohh My Angel I love u so much..All well nanow..?? We’re again each others na.>??” “No Anya No..” I said strictly “ Anya..I will not be going for relationships now..i am a new man and I have respect. I do love you and always will but no..Not a relationship.” I heard her broke and I disconnected the call that instant as I knew her crying would make me melt down..
From then onwards , I never ever talked tto anya..months went by but we never talked..
3 months later..on the 11th of march..i got a phone call..i was busy studying as usual when I got the call. “Hello” spoke the loveliest voice I had ever heard..”hello” I replied with no drastic change on my voice. “Rehan..forgive me rehan..please forgive me..” “what” “Rehan..dont tell me you have got a gf now..or u like someone please rehan please..” I could hear the teary voice..this time surely hers. “ No..I dnt have a gf..” “ u kept waiting.Oh you kept waiting” I felt her smiling..i kept silent..” Rehan..I love you..” “ I love u too “ She elt joy..”Ohh My Angel I love u so much..All well nanow..?? We’re again each others na.>??” “No Anya No..” I said strictly “ Anya..I will not be going for relationships now..i am a new man and I have respect. I do love you and always will but no..Not a relationship.” I heard her broke and I disconnected the call that instant as I knew her crying would make me melt down..
From then onwards , I never ever talked tto anya..months went by but we never talked..
Imiss her so much and regret my oolishness but I dnthave strength or shame to face her now.
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